Prettythin? Noo way ! :O

Duude ! xD
Havent posted in 4ever! Now, we wont go in2 why I havent posted haha
lifes horrible one fact !

PTs off ! :(
many memeebeers migrated 2 tinydreams.com !
join mee there ;)
Note I say mee haha ;) only cause I need a wee favour when you join..
when you do join lemme know tho :3
And then I shall proceeeeeeeeeeeed to tell thyy ! ;)

Take Care loves ! xx

;) Its meeh again ! :D

Well hello there ! x :)
Weve become used to seeing each other hey?
Writing every night...I like it better than when I ignored my blog compeletely..

Well, you see today my brother woke me up in similar fashion, but I WAS up already *wink wink!* I just hid under my duvet with enough cushions to send him skittering on the floor begging for forgivness at being so loud... he walked into my room & went :
Oiii ! Wake up ya lazy thing ! Just get outta here 4 5 minutes & then come back and sleep if you wnat & while your at it...Go --- * Cushions are flying all over the place...*

His face was PRICELESS ! Litrally priceless, he later complained that they smelt of Boss & Ed Hardy Perfumes...& some make up too xD What a shame...he should have leearnt from today never to wake me up like he attempted to this morning ! x

Todays iftar menu was :
1. Samosa
2. Potato wedges
3. 1 Falafel
4. 3 dates
5. Soup
6. Juice & some arabic coffee thinggy xD

I guess its not as heavey as yesterday or as bad as the day before...the hunger pangs are starting to fly outta the window now ! x So YAYY for that (:

But I swear I suffer abuse from my little sister lol,
i dunno about her anymore...Im giving it a chance cause - you should well I should give her another chance, I mean she is only 8 years old & will probs take the piss of me so many times in the coming years but yeah, I ought to let her see some love from her sister...some hope perhaps? I want to be someone she looks upto & loves...someone she brags to her friends about someone her friends say : " ___________ your so lucky to have ________ as your older sister"

Wow, sorry about that ! xD
Love you guys & thanks for reading this nonsense...
Perfection xxx

Enough on my plate than I need? I feel so anyways...

Why is it somedays we give up hope so fast? So quick?
Within a blink of a shadow...hope is evaporated...why?
I dont know, we dont know; but sometimes we need that flicker of hope. Its a life saver at times... W\e a load of shit hey? x

Today, my mom sent my brother to wake me up. I was awake...i neednt noone to wake me up..I didnt need him to end that moment of peace...But he did. And boy was he in for shit...I screamed at him litrally screamd the house down..if we lived in a flat i swear we woulda been kicked outta the falt ! XD

I mean, who comes into someones rooom? Yelling : " LaaaaaaaaaaaaaaLaaaaaaaaaaaLaaaaaaaaLaaaa ! Waakkeey WAAAAKKEEY Laazzy bumm ! No need to store the fat up any more !" And laughs like a fuckin messed up spoilt twat !

Bwaah, sorry about that ! x Needed to get it out... Now, iftar...fasting is not becoming too hard & all :) Guess by tomorrow I wont be feeling hungry or thirsty for that fact ! x
Todays menu for iftar for me was :

1. 1 Samosa (meat...)
2. 4 Potato wedges...
3. 1 & 1\2 Falafel..
4. Soup
5. Fanta & some minty drink
6. Dates
7. Some Salad :)

Better than yesterday hey?

Well, Im sorry for the RAMBLE ! XD
<3 I hope your days been better than mine ! x

Ohh & hehe
Thank you for reading my blog ! :D
Love as always ! xx
Perfection.

They called...(fml? probably...)

Hellooo ! xx





Yeah, they called...fml, Im not gunna spill my story for everyone, but i know some one, no about 3 people know my story. And they would know who the despised "they" are... Whatever... Not my point. Just hearing their voices pissed me of ! FUCKIN hell...Not that i feel better now... I feel weird> Ugh, how many times do you need to ask the same question>


Once


Twice


NOT :


threee timmes..


fourr tiimees..


TEN FUCKIN TIMES !





Ok, i geuss it feels a tad better... I feeeeeeeeeeeeeeel liiiiiiiiiiiike :
THEM ================================>

Ok. Heres What I had tonight...

1. 2 Cups of fanta...
2. One Small Meat Samosa..
3. 2 Falafel..
4. 4 Potatoa wedges or w\e they are called...
5. 6 Bites Of A FUCKIN PIZZA !
6. Some Shorba...I neeeeed warmth !
7. Im havin a cuppa herbal tea right now & its so fuckin sour it hurts ! :(

I wanna die SO FUCKIN BADLY ! Someone just kill me ! :( I best not gain anyy weight by the end of Ramdan... I wanna lose :O Thats not likely tho I dont think....

Ickk ! Sorrry, enough of mee ! :(

I need to see the numbers on the list go DOWN! Not UP ! :)

Hope you all have\ had a better day than mee...

Oh yeah, and i went to see dad today, its like "they" have a fuckin cue on when to call me ! xD

You know what hurts > When your daddys brother dont even know your name...and what makes it worse> He KEEEPS tellin you to call you Nanna, cause " oh she loves you so FUCKIN much that she cant rememeber your name...."

Ohh boyy....

End of Rant\ Or whatever...

Love you guys forever ! xx

>

I should be dead if anything.... XD

Meeh, Helloo ! *waves at vacca rooom....*

Yeah, bitch mee out ! x Go on feel free to! :(
Lately Ive not been updating much, and oh trust me, Im puttin myyself outt IN THE OUT !
I wasnt busy fuckin researchin how to save peoples lives,
researchin a cure for cancer...
or busy in my genral life.

I was just too pissed to actually look at my blog...
too pissed to update... I dont know why I was pissed & all.... but can we leave that behind>
Start fresh>

Impossible to ask....Possible to achieve>

W\E Ive probs already bored you to DEATH ! & I mean DEATH....

Its Ramadan, today was day one. I feel Calm>
Oddly calm.... But anyways...
this is what I had & every night I will update with what Ive eaten...Hopefully everyday it will be less than before :)

Tonights menu :

1. 1 cup fresh lemon juice
2. 5 dates...
3. Shorba...(Arabic style soup, but amazingly fulling & tasty....)
4. 2 Falafels...
5. Half a small chicken samosa
6. Lots of water....

I feel odd, after fasting for so long having broke it like about 2-3 hours ago now...

Im sorry for never being herre & updatin, but life is full of drama no lifes just full of pure shit.... But PT is full of drama :) And the currnet status> is : Dont fuck with the memebers...they are cattier than you thought ! xx

For now ! xx *highfive*

TTYL :)

Perfection xxx

Yuuh; no updates in forever.

I should probably forget that my blog even exists ! x when was the last time I updated- 25th June ! Great ! Welldone mee !

Some people; who are verry close may be aware that I have been ill quiet a lot of times. In these couple of weeks. Days & months. Its all down to weather & a poor weeak system. But Im pulling through ! x

This time im really sorry ! x My life was really full 7 still is of drama. Friends, family everything. Its too much.

Its such a short notice, but hey ! x Im sorry :( x

I want to let you know; incase I ever die. I love you guys ever so much ! x

I need to be a lot more faithful & keeping up with my promisees of daily updates.

Much love ! x Take care,
Perfection

Im sorry :( x

I really really am ! x

Ive been such a Biaaaaaaatch lately ! x Always ill always busy :( x

Sorry for the short bitchy notice :( x

<-------------But :) x

& :

:) I love you all ! xxx

Heyy! How yuu guys doin>> Aaah! Im so proud of me and my buddy:) So far we are really doing well! Hehe A party for us! :) Aaah, I hate it when people tell you, you are skinny when infact they can see you as large as a balloon. :( Nom Nom and then pig out infront of yu. Yuckky! :) Ehhhhee. Im hyper, I dont kno whts gone into me. :P

The Picture at th top. Yu prob askin yourself whts it>> Why is it even thre>> Read it. It inspired me to be proud of ma religion no matter what, I love yu K for aspiring me. And yes, trust me it does make a lot of sense, a whole load of sense. I never thought anyone was really gunna inspire me so much. But they have. You have K. And I thank you for that. May god Bless ya! All of yu. x

Going out on a school thinngy on Friday. :) Cnt wait it oughta be funn:) hehe Im mad! God help!
Raaah! right-im sorry bout tht, jus some mild child disorder. LOL. Ok I need to stop. You prob hate me so much for typing all this nonsense. Ahhaaaaa! I neeeeeeeed 2 quit rambling! Im goin insane! xxxx

Forget everyone. So long as I have PT and my beautiful gorgeous friends Im fine. Who needs people who critisize for no reason>> we dont. xxx

Freakin Bitch

I was really busy yesterday so I couldnt update my blog:) Excercise and mom givin random talks bout nothing:) lol, well i guess as a mother she has everyright to tlk 2 me whnever she wants to. Oh well! I gotta live thro tht! :)

The first day of simplified ABC went well:) so did today:) Yaya! For today Ive had 284, which leaves me with 116. Im proud of myself:) and of my ABC buddy.She is doin really well. So go her! x

I hate my form tutor she is such a bitch. Im not sure if this sounds right but soo many of my class friends and other close friends have been talking about ways to kill her:) Goofy I kno. Stupid I kno. But she bought it up herself. God there hasnt been a day since our form tutor left on maternity that no one wanted to die. Or in my case, fade away unnoticed. Or maybe jus excercising like crazy would kill me. Hmm, will see. Aaah Well, Im not suisidical. So I wont go and jump of a bridge XD

She is a pig as well:) haha she scoffed up my friend, lets called her Ella`s Skittles, no big deal but, Come on! Yu wouldnt jus go off and eat them for no reason. Her reason>> Cause Ella was putting them in her bag at reg. Sad. But what ever. Imma stop Ramblin here. Yu must be ever soo bored of me nd my nonsense chat.

Imma miss yu PT! *aahhh! mommy!* Oh well, We gotta live it thro:) Stalk each other on our blogs for the next coupla days:)

***** Hope ya get well soon girly:( It sad with yu unwell. Waaah! I love yu always sis. x

Anywhoo! Love yu all:) Take Care & Stay Gorgeous! x

Slight Change of Plan...

So, with th diet thing. We quit th orignal ABC, too much with fam:) so were doin th shorter easier version, Me S & a buncha people from PT. Im so glad. I was doubting myself about making it thro 50 days. I was going to fail. And I knew it, I was gunna bring this topic up with S, ya kno, I didnt wanna hurt her or break her trust in me. Thnk God she brought it up:)
Too skinny or what>> Whtaya thiiink>> Leave your comments and link me pics you like:)
The diet goes like this:
You are allowed to eat as many negative cal foods as you like. Neg cal foods dont count.
Fruits and Veg are our best friends and we will eat healthy during this time:)
The Caloric Plan:
Day 1. 200
Day 2. 400
Day 3. 300
Day 4. 100
Day 5. 500
Day 6. 600
Day 7. 600
Day 8. 300
Day 9. 200
Day 10. 400
Day 11. 150
Day 12. 500
Day 13. 300
Day 14. 600
Day 15. 200
Day 16. 300
Day 17. 400
Day 18. 350
Day 19. 400
Day 20. 500
Day 21. 500
Day 22. 300
Day 23. 200
Day 24. 150
Day 25. 300
Day 26. 400
Day 27. 600
Day 28. 550
Day 29. 200
Day 30. 100
Day 31. 200
Day 32. 250
Day 33. 400
Day 34. 450
Day 35. 100
Also with an excercise of 2hours a week, more if yu can. Binging isnt allowed. If yu binge more thn twice, yu are out! No purging, or binge purging, if you go over board with th cals thn yu must work th extras off! Try to stick to healthy foods. Weight your self only once a week.
Pretty Much it!
X Everyday I will cross of the days that I have compeleted.
Stay Strong for me guys!
Love yu.

Livivng hell cancelled!

Whooooot whoot! Wanna party>> Hehe, sorry my question mark thinggy isnt workin! :) Im being silly. Oh well I guess I got of Skl! Yaya!! Well, one reason I mainly hate it atm is cause my so called "bestfriend" broke up with me over text. Sad I kno. But she would be a compelete bitch so even better that Im missing school today:>

Love yu guys!
PS. So far had a lil bun, cause mom was watching me:) Hope to keep this up.
x Stay Strong for now!

Dunno why I put this picture on, but it looks gorgeous! Thought I may share it with yu:)

x

Good Night!

Well the title says it! Im of to bed soon. What, with arabic school tomorrow! I need the enrgy. Will be starting 50 day ABC diet with my ana buddy S. :) Hope its a good start for her! As not to let anyone down I will write here what I am having tomorrow and if I break that promise you guys can call me a fat bitch. one that breaks promises. You will sort me out. I promise! This is my plan for tomorrow:

Breakfast:
Banana and Tea- gross even better puts me of eatin!
Lunch-throw it out or give to friends as Im gunna be at school.
Dinner-soup-says 23 cals per scachet.
And then one hour on the running machine & 200 crunches.

Its a promise, its made, I wont break it. I love you guys too much to bear upsetting you by breaking my promise.

I love you all. x
Stay Beautiful All of You Gorgeous Ladies!
Ps: comment away! That will really keep me in place. Remind me that I have people who I have made a promise to. x
I tend to rammble! Bye x

First Post:)

Heyy There!

This is my first ever blog entry! :) Im Miss Perfection and I will get there. So will you. Ive faced many obstacles in life but got outta them so will all of you gorgeous girlies and guys. X You gunna hear about my time spent with my paralysed father, my mother who I love dearly but also hate on some occassions, my little sister and brother, my school life and my struggles with Ana. And last but not least I will also write about my love and passion for working with old people.

Ive never done this before so please dont judge me! I will do all my best to keep you intrested and will always try to update daily. If I dont do it once or twice its cause Im too busy or the mom is keeping a real close eye on me:)

I love you all for who you are, you are all very special to me:)

X