Heyy! How yuu guys doin>> Aaah! Im so proud of me and my buddy:) So far we are really doing well! Hehe A party for us! :) Aaah, I hate it when people tell you, you are skinny when infact they can see you as large as a balloon. :( Nom Nom and then pig out infront of yu. Yuckky! :) Ehhhhee. Im hyper, I dont kno whts gone into me. :P

The Picture at th top. Yu prob askin yourself whts it>> Why is it even thre>> Read it. It inspired me to be proud of ma religion no matter what, I love yu K for aspiring me. And yes, trust me it does make a lot of sense, a whole load of sense. I never thought anyone was really gunna inspire me so much. But they have. You have K. And I thank you for that. May god Bless ya! All of yu. x

Going out on a school thinngy on Friday. :) Cnt wait it oughta be funn:) hehe Im mad! God help!
Raaah! right-im sorry bout tht, jus some mild child disorder. LOL. Ok I need to stop. You prob hate me so much for typing all this nonsense. Ahhaaaaa! I neeeeeeeed 2 quit rambling! Im goin insane! xxxx

Forget everyone. So long as I have PT and my beautiful gorgeous friends Im fine. Who needs people who critisize for no reason>> we dont. xxx

Freakin Bitch

I was really busy yesterday so I couldnt update my blog:) Excercise and mom givin random talks bout nothing:) lol, well i guess as a mother she has everyright to tlk 2 me whnever she wants to. Oh well! I gotta live thro tht! :)

The first day of simplified ABC went well:) so did today:) Yaya! For today Ive had 284, which leaves me with 116. Im proud of myself:) and of my ABC buddy.She is doin really well. So go her! x

I hate my form tutor she is such a bitch. Im not sure if this sounds right but soo many of my class friends and other close friends have been talking about ways to kill her:) Goofy I kno. Stupid I kno. But she bought it up herself. God there hasnt been a day since our form tutor left on maternity that no one wanted to die. Or in my case, fade away unnoticed. Or maybe jus excercising like crazy would kill me. Hmm, will see. Aaah Well, Im not suisidical. So I wont go and jump of a bridge XD

She is a pig as well:) haha she scoffed up my friend, lets called her Ella`s Skittles, no big deal but, Come on! Yu wouldnt jus go off and eat them for no reason. Her reason>> Cause Ella was putting them in her bag at reg. Sad. But what ever. Imma stop Ramblin here. Yu must be ever soo bored of me nd my nonsense chat.

Imma miss yu PT! *aahhh! mommy!* Oh well, We gotta live it thro:) Stalk each other on our blogs for the next coupla days:)

***** Hope ya get well soon girly:( It sad with yu unwell. Waaah! I love yu always sis. x

Anywhoo! Love yu all:) Take Care & Stay Gorgeous! x

Slight Change of Plan...

So, with th diet thing. We quit th orignal ABC, too much with fam:) so were doin th shorter easier version, Me S & a buncha people from PT. Im so glad. I was doubting myself about making it thro 50 days. I was going to fail. And I knew it, I was gunna bring this topic up with S, ya kno, I didnt wanna hurt her or break her trust in me. Thnk God she brought it up:)
Too skinny or what>> Whtaya thiiink>> Leave your comments and link me pics you like:)
The diet goes like this:
You are allowed to eat as many negative cal foods as you like. Neg cal foods dont count.
Fruits and Veg are our best friends and we will eat healthy during this time:)
The Caloric Plan:
Day 1. 200
Day 2. 400
Day 3. 300
Day 4. 100
Day 5. 500
Day 6. 600
Day 7. 600
Day 8. 300
Day 9. 200
Day 10. 400
Day 11. 150
Day 12. 500
Day 13. 300
Day 14. 600
Day 15. 200
Day 16. 300
Day 17. 400
Day 18. 350
Day 19. 400
Day 20. 500
Day 21. 500
Day 22. 300
Day 23. 200
Day 24. 150
Day 25. 300
Day 26. 400
Day 27. 600
Day 28. 550
Day 29. 200
Day 30. 100
Day 31. 200
Day 32. 250
Day 33. 400
Day 34. 450
Day 35. 100
Also with an excercise of 2hours a week, more if yu can. Binging isnt allowed. If yu binge more thn twice, yu are out! No purging, or binge purging, if you go over board with th cals thn yu must work th extras off! Try to stick to healthy foods. Weight your self only once a week.
Pretty Much it!
X Everyday I will cross of the days that I have compeleted.
Stay Strong for me guys!
Love yu.

Livivng hell cancelled!

Whooooot whoot! Wanna party>> Hehe, sorry my question mark thinggy isnt workin! :) Im being silly. Oh well I guess I got of Skl! Yaya!! Well, one reason I mainly hate it atm is cause my so called "bestfriend" broke up with me over text. Sad I kno. But she would be a compelete bitch so even better that Im missing school today:>

Love yu guys!
PS. So far had a lil bun, cause mom was watching me:) Hope to keep this up.
x Stay Strong for now!

Dunno why I put this picture on, but it looks gorgeous! Thought I may share it with yu:)

x

Good Night!

Well the title says it! Im of to bed soon. What, with arabic school tomorrow! I need the enrgy. Will be starting 50 day ABC diet with my ana buddy S. :) Hope its a good start for her! As not to let anyone down I will write here what I am having tomorrow and if I break that promise you guys can call me a fat bitch. one that breaks promises. You will sort me out. I promise! This is my plan for tomorrow:

Breakfast:
Banana and Tea- gross even better puts me of eatin!
Lunch-throw it out or give to friends as Im gunna be at school.
Dinner-soup-says 23 cals per scachet.
And then one hour on the running machine & 200 crunches.

Its a promise, its made, I wont break it. I love you guys too much to bear upsetting you by breaking my promise.

I love you all. x
Stay Beautiful All of You Gorgeous Ladies!
Ps: comment away! That will really keep me in place. Remind me that I have people who I have made a promise to. x
I tend to rammble! Bye x

First Post:)

Heyy There!

This is my first ever blog entry! :) Im Miss Perfection and I will get there. So will you. Ive faced many obstacles in life but got outta them so will all of you gorgeous girlies and guys. X You gunna hear about my time spent with my paralysed father, my mother who I love dearly but also hate on some occassions, my little sister and brother, my school life and my struggles with Ana. And last but not least I will also write about my love and passion for working with old people.

Ive never done this before so please dont judge me! I will do all my best to keep you intrested and will always try to update daily. If I dont do it once or twice its cause Im too busy or the mom is keeping a real close eye on me:)

I love you all for who you are, you are all very special to me:)

X